这里的生活

12月我走了，就开始struggling against tough people, work load and over time. 而这些恰恰都是我自己选择的。我终于知道自己多么“要求上进”了。

 

见识了不曾见过的鸟人。与它共事一定要说鸟语。

 

看到了善良的人，兢兢业业的工作，却得不到看的见的提升，再加上命运戏弄被迫即刻离职。

 

一个单独的人真地很渺小。一个出其不意的打击，就能让星辰陨落。让高兴的人庆幸去吧，让同情的人为你祝福。人们去去留留，其实和旁人没有任何干系。

 

就在这一年里，越来越感到自己独了。母亲是很对的，因为她在我上初中的时候就这么下过定论。她很担忧我吧。还好能长这么大了。大到可以谈朋友的时候我依然很独，你的是你的我的是我的，不论是物质还是感情。这点非常不可爱！意识到了就一定会往好的方向发展的。

 

有点儿不懂我在说什么。最近要考learner，朋友们听着阿，我最近考learner。不给自己的压力，永远就会拖下去。我怎么会怕考这个easy东东呢真是纳闷儿。

 

哦，还觉得有必要记录一下。请查阅我的UPDATE PIC，有我做的馅儿饼。工序极其复杂，先和面，再剁馅儿，再包，然后入锅。。。是我的处女作，但是相当成功。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

每个人都过着不同的生活，有幸福的就有痛苦的。但不会总是痛苦或者永远幸福，这是上天比较巧妙的安排。所以当你经历苦难面临挫折的时候，你一定要挺住，这不是世界末日。人有时候会让自己很累，我一定要抓住这个，我一定要留住那个。精神上崩亏的人大都是和自己较劲的结果。当你竭尽全力都无法得到时，你会怎么办？当个弱者从此萎靡吗？一条道前进到底是你的终极目标？

 

如果暂时向自己妥协会是什么样呢？外界的目光杀伤力很强吧？其实没有，是我们夸张了它的威力。那些暂时吃饱了要看别人笑话的人，也只是给自己空洞的灵魂增添一点儿调味剂，为什么不成全它呢？“成全”是美德！还是要好好的生活，如果你还有迂回前进的能力，为什么不可以证明一下。

努力,是为了让自己的生活变得容易，而不是更复杂。如果你可以试着松开手，就会发现另外一个世界。

sometimes you need to konw what's happening in the other world, what they are doing, what their ideas  are and what their beliefs are.

昨日购物收获颇丰。裙子一条围巾一条手镯两支...但是，其实，当天购物的旗号是买件衬衫...又是跑题到姥姥家了

I made a confess yesterday. It was not too bad as my bosses gave me pretty much understanding anyway. I appreiciate it so much. I worked harder and harder than ever before, and even carried quite a few heavy cartons of files upstairs and downstairs for archiving. Then, right now I am suffering from the sore of my tummy today, other than my arms which is so suprising. Or the Pilates thing is working on my tummy from the day before yesterday...that's not important at all, i don't konw what i want to say and just talk to myself.

I tried to put my 100% efforts to do everything today, and finally I got a headache and sore eyes. 

It's the Melbourne Cup day today that stops the nation.  I had a Melbourne Cup lunch, just BBQ only, then the traditional Melbourne Cup Sweeps.  I bet on 7 horses with $25 in total. Finally, only the Purple Moon, ranking the 2nd out of 22 horses, compensated me $10 investment back, but on $2 basis. If I chose it on the $10 base, it will pay me back $120!

 

I got a new life style right now after dumping the laziness from my body. It becomes healthy and positive by cooking for myself and doing exercises. Hope i can keep it as a habit and finally be away from my computer.

 

Everything goes well these days. Firstly, I got an excellent comment on my performance review. Secondly, I met my old firend, who once was my classmate back in Uni in Taiyuan. We spent 4 years there and grew together. So unforgetful!  The last but not the least, I began feeling comfortable to exchange banter with people around and it's good.

I am eager to go back home all the time as others, however, i was always told by myself it is not the right time. This happens quite a lot whenever I miss home. So, I've being sufferring from this endless pain for a long time just because of the odd contradictionin my mind. I cannot persuide myself by far, or else I'll feel guity. Is this a kind of symptoms of a mental disease? Am I under a mysterious control? who konws...?

It's been empty in my mind for a long time, seriously nothing inside. I reckon I need to open myself to let in some fresh air which might be from a new friend, a travel, a incident or sth. I expect that to happen soon.

 

Time goes fast. That's the words I always say. I don't konw wether I have found my own niche for the next year, but... there is a but that I am quite sure i don't have a sense of belonging at the moment. I konw the reasons here, however I am in a puzzle as to how to cope with it. A great success is not you beat others but win yourself, which is an old saying but exactly right. It makes sense to me, however, it doesn't work on me. I made efforts to break it through, but it seems really hard and painful especially when it reaches a level that you can't afford anymore. Then sometimes you can't help weeping. Everything will be fine and keep this in your mind as a sort of courage and a way to cure your wounded pride.

朋友说最近工作一个字---累，所以想家了。我想了想，其实我也很想家哦。我很想爸爸炒的西葫芦还有煮的小米粥。看出来了吧我很好养活且容易知足。我很想让爸也尝尝我做的菜，因为好好做还是挺好吃的，不知道什么时候可以实现；或者不太容易实现？因为。。。爸爸对整个process要求太高了，我怕菜还没有洗完的时候就被驱逐出厨房了。。。唉。。。还是很想回家哦，只少还能跟他吵一架。

 

很多时候我都觉得时间过得很快，但是这个时候，时钟怎么就走慢了呢。加油吧，要顺利地趟过这条河。每一个人都有眼睛有脑子，都会判断。不要忽略自己认为不重要的事情，别人和你不一样。

 

钥匙丁零当啷的声音在楼道里显得格外的刺耳。正是这个由于被周围的安静而放大了的声音，它让我觉得这幢楼顿时有了生气。每次回家从踏进大厅的一刻，我就会从包里翻出钥匙串，再找出属于家门的那一把把它紧紧攥在手里。无论当时两手是否已经拎满了东西不堪重负，我依然如故吭哧吭哧找钥匙。这个好习惯就像是强迫症一样跟随我好几年了。说这是个好习惯，其实是很有道理的。我在报纸上就读到过讲关于女子独自夜行回家时如何巧妙避免意外发生的注意事项，提早准备好钥匙就是其中一条。除了安全因素，其实更多的是因为这一系列的动作似乎可以带给我内心的安宁与平静。它让我觉得很温暖。开门的同时，我会猜测有谁会在家里这总是让我很期待。然而，大多时候家里和楼道里一样安静，自己疲倦的喘息声都可以听得到，脸上的微笑就会变得很无奈。每个人都很忙。我就只好等待，同时做些消磨时间的琐事。时间就这样流逝，人们最终会回到这个陌生又依恋的家里一起有说有笑。

 

今天心情处于低潮，所以需要倾诉一下。请大家忍耐。。。

明天周四啦周末又指日可待。周四，我喜欢，它给与我光明和力量！

 

上周过的还不错，没出啥大乱子。一步步稳稳当当的比较重要。

 

这个周末需要轻松一下。逛街是必不可少的，因为需要裤子一条。。。bbq的事情LULEI同学申请下来没有啊。。。包大人得速做决定。。。

 

哦 又要投入到繁忙的厨房中了-我去做饭了！

 

以上纯属凑字儿算是这周作业吧。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Cabcharge set out in 1976 to bring payment efficiency to the taxi industry. Founded by Mr Reginald Kermode, Chairman and CEO since inception, the intention was to develop a system to help taxi operators and drivers manage their non-cash fares. In those days, credit and charge cards of all kinds were in a fairly early stage of use in Australia.

The Cabcharge system was a success - and grew faster than anyone expected. Today, Cabcharge is offered in 96% of all taxis in Australia, as well as in some other transport systems such as limousines and water taxis.

Cabcharge has had continuous growth in revenues during its 26 year history. From humble beginnings as a partnership between Taxis Combined Services in Sydney and Yellow Cab Group, Cabcharge has grown to be a key institution within the Taxi Industry. A major milestone was listing on the Australian Stock Exchange in December 1999. Its initial public share offer was a tremendous success, raising $34.4 million share capital from the general public and taxi industry participants.

Today, around 400 taxi companies accept Cabcharge facilities across Australia, representing around 14,500 taxis from the national fleet. The vast majority of these taxis are fitted with Cabcharge EFTPOS FAREWAY System™ which came on-line completely in 2001.

This marks an important stage in our technology, as 2001 financial year saw a doubling of the volume of fares processed by electronic transmission directly from the taxi (from $101 million to $195 million). Cabcharge�s total revenue for 2001 financial year was $539 million. Individual taxi trips processed through the Cabcharge system exceeded 20 million transactions.

Uzbekistan shocked China 3-0 to hand the regional giant it's first Asian Cup goup-stage exit in 27 years.

 

Captain Maksim Shatskikh blasted in a rebound from his own header on 72 minutes, before Timur Kapadze capitalised on an error from stand-in goalkeeper Yang Jun.

 

Substitute striker Alexander Geynrikh finished from another rebound in injury time to keep China out of the knock-out stages for the first time since 1980.

 

The result means Uzbekistan finishes second in Group C behind Iran and will face Saudi Arabia in the quater-finals.

 

The loss is likely to mean the sack for embattled coach Zhu Guanghu, who has failed to reproduce the form that took China to the 2004 final.

 

Zhu entered the tournament under orders to reach the semi-finals "or else".

 

"I'm sorry we failed to get through," a distraught Zhu said.

 

"Today our fitness wasn't too good and we had several key players absent but my team did their best."

 

"I'm responsible for the result and I apologise to the fans. I hope the players will learn from this. This is a good lesson for the future."

 

China, giving a first start to Manchester United forward Dong Fangzhuo, bettered its rival in the first half at Shah Alam Stadium in Kuala Lumpur.

 

But it was buried by the enthusiastic Uzbeks in the second half.

 

(Quote from MX.)

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'Stan and Deliver'

The word from the street of Bishkek.

'Bishkek'

Bishkek is a city of wide boulevards and marble-faced public buildings combined with numerous Soviet-style apartment blocks surrounding interior courtyards

(Quote from Wikipedia)

WOLF BLASS - YELLOW LABEL/SA SHIRAZ 2001/5

The 2001 Wolf Blass South Australia Shiraz is a vivid dark red with a bouquet of lifted pepper and spice supported by subtle sweet-oak. The palate is full-bodied with excellent berry fruit flavours. It is a rich, complex and well-structured wine.
VITICULTURE
The shiraz fruit for this wine was sourced from vineyards in premium South Australian wine producing regions.
WINEMAKING
Fermentation commenced in stainless steel fermenting tanks with regular ‘pump overs’ to ensure colour and flavour extraction. The wine was transferred to seasoned American Oak hogsheads to complete fermentation. Extended maturation also occurred in these barrels.
SUGGESTED FOOD
Lamb fillets with rosemary infused potato mash.
CELLARING
Enjoy now or cellar for up to five years.
TECHNICAL ANALY S I S
Harvest Date: March – April 2001
pH: 3.38
Acidity: 7.0g/L
Alcohol: 13.0%
Residual Sugar: 2.2g/L
Bottling Date: October 2001

 

会不会有那么一个人，会对我完完全全彻彻底底地的开放会对我完完全全彻彻底底地透明会对我完完全全彻彻底地的开诚布公？这个要求很高吗？！

 

我仍旧坚定的对爱情抱有希望我仍旧坚定的相信它的存在直到有那么一天如果事实向我证明你真是个名副其实的大傻瓜啊你还小吗你还是20吗你太幼稚了吧。。。。我就会洒脱地丢掉这两个字做一个永远不会伤心的人！这样所谓的爱情，惹不起躲得起。

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6.6  最狼狈的一天。

终于扁桃体发炎了快出不来声音了。小拇指也流血了。怎么哪儿都不舒服呢。

 

今天心情很好。无意中在街上的橱窗里看到的是自己的笑容。嗯，还是不错滴。长相是否漂亮不重要，重要的是有一副轻松惬意的带有笑容的面孔，也会让人赏心悦目吧。仅属个人观点。

 

很想每天都能保持这样的状态，其实并不是一件容易的事情。因为每一天都稀松平常，没有那么多可以让人感觉惬意的事情。尽管有高兴的时候，但也有时落的时候，更多的时候是面无表情的麻木状态。看看流动的人群中，可以昂头挺胸微笑注视前方的真的少之又少。每个人的生活都很现实，我们为这样那样的不能操控的事情而烦恼。残酷的现实生活磨掉了我们的手和脚，也磨掉了我们本该有的优雅。父亲常说要精神饱满心情愉快的迎接每一天这样每一天才有干劲儿。我努力着去做，但很多时候是早上高高兴兴地出门晚上却是悻悻而归。但是！总之！不管怎么样！每一天都是崭新的，太阳慷慨的赐予我们光亮，我们也应该用笑脸相迎吧。

 

拖着两条疲惫的双腿缓慢地向巴士站挪动。同时伴随着悉悉束束的声音，是脚底蹭到了地面吗？无意间发现的竟然是厚厚的一层落叶。是今天才开始落下的？每天和同伴来来去去竟然都忽视了它。悉尼的冬天终于越来越近了。

 

去年的冬天是什么样的呢。记忆中似乎很温暖。我喜欢记住美好的。现在想来，那个时候家常便饭似的搬家都感觉浪漫了许多。拎上几个行李一个地方辗转另一个地方，好朋友说你什么时候能够稳定下来呢。我说我正在寻找。

 

今年的冬天，我不经常搬家了。但是有了稳定的住处不一定就能带来一颗稳定的心。住到一个地方，一个人的生活简单而又忙碌。学生的时代毕竟过去了，日子也俞发变得简单起来简单的只剩下工作，为了生活而工作。这时候的心漂着的。希望这样生活状态只是暂时的，只适用于这个毕业后的第一个冬天里！其实，我身边的朋友们又何尝不是呢。我们这样一个特殊的群体，同时面临着一个貌似简单却又复杂的词汇“生活”，我们想要的生活。我们都在努力着，在悉尼不太冷的冬天。